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I'm not sure what I'm doing here!

Silent Screams

Created on 2005-08-08 23:30:23 (#7966601), last updated 2005-09-18

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Name:	Indie_boy_dreamer
Location:	Hawaii, United States

Bio

The names Kenneth. I was named after my father. I'm a local-boy from Hawaii. Born on the north shore of Oahu, Kahuku to be exact. I'm most likely to be perculiarly lame and drab. I'm Samoan,Tongan, Fijian, Hawaiian, Chinese, Phillipino(Visayan), Spanish, Portuguese, and German (yes, I'm a hybrid harrrk). It's hard to believe that I'm a product of all that or that my ancestors were into all that interracial "oof'ing" as I would call it. Talk about breaking grounds. I suppose exotic love was rather hip back in their days that it mixed up the bloodline into my generation. Funny thing is though, people tend to mistakenly think that I'm black or a mullato of some sort. Don't get confused by my brown sugar skin, chou-chou lips and froey hair. I'll admit to one thing, I have told people that I was black in the past just to see how they would respond. My polynesianess is a on going development. I'm a classic geek infested jaded punk/wallflower. You're probably thinking wow, why isn't this poly a sly smooth talking nigga G from CA? Compared to other poly's I'm very uncool, then again I was never cool to begin with. Much respect to my uso's. To be honest, I didn't grow up in a urban environment, never had lot's of friends, and didn't play football in high school. So that's as "real" as I'm keeping it. I wish I knew how to speak samoan. It's such a tragic, I only know very little. So obviously I was never taught. In some ways or another I find it abit difficult being 1/4 hawaiian while living in Hawaii. Western culture has almost practically raped every perpetuating custom that's left. So note to self, remember who you are and what your culture has to offer. Try to embellish whatever you know into your own lifestyle. I'm a visual artist (perhaps in all other aspects as well). I work with all types of mediums. I'm a real big fan when it comes to mix media work. The only thing I've ever gotten high off of, was paint thinner. I'm drug free and still going strong. NO, I do not consider myself bizzarely different from society as most people would persue me as being. My mother is simply postive of me being bi-polar. I personally feel that I'm subconsciousy obsessed with my own depression. I have a variety of alter egos. I absolutely enjoy talking to myself in public. I think it's healthy. I purposely like wearing my bohemian faggish clothes uncoordinatedly on purpose. My style is second-hand tacky, psychedelic-ghetto funk, gloom trashy, drab, fobby, outdated and mixed up like my scribbley personality. I enjoy randomousity. I live for surrealism. I've been told one too many times that I eat like a hippie. The kind of guy I am, is a nonsensical one who drowns in his own vomit of cynicism. Indeed it is a shame, although I have come to the conclusion that I'm neither pessimistic or optimistic. I'm just schitzophrenic about subjecting certain ways of viewing life! I tend to come with an impression of being non-conventional; but really, I still know how to have fun at the littlest measurements that come in a spontaneous social ball. I'm sord of a social distortion. My thoughts on sex is that it's cheap and casual. I find it to be typical and overly excessive in society, quite frankly I think it's meaningless in todays modern culture. I have no clue what I'm doing 50% of the time. As far as having any athletic ability, I with stand about 0.5% of physical attributes in that area. I played lots of sports when I was younger. Ever since then I've dated books, music, and comics like lovers, to become this way. I have a tendancy to sniff paper and peel my scabs (perhaps eat them as well). I'd like to think that I'm good caring person despite my mood of chaos and random antics. If I bore you, then that's a good thing, but if you bore me..you better get away from me. I can get really caught up in conversations especially when it comes to debating. I can be a real positive motivator. Often times I'm suggestively sarcastic. I tend to spread a load of wittiful remarks that shape myself as an antigonistic individual. Evidently I love music (...who doesn't?). I'm a indie rockoholic. I've also been told that I'm a horrible dancer. I can't dance even if my life depended on it. You should see how I skank to reggae music. I enjoy voicing my opinions whether it be appropriate or not, I cannot bare biting back my self righteous tongue. I wouldn't consider my actions to be greatly proud of, the fact is; I feel strongly about what it is that I believe. As mean as I may seem, I love people..the way their minds work, ideas, goals, personal views of the world and such. I'd like to think that it helps me understand to become more socially expanded in hopes of eventually boosting my horizon on life. I'd like think that I'm an average young adult who's arrogant and ignorant all at once in terms of me being viciously naive. Most of the time you will find me walking, writing, drawing, mumbling, dragging, melodramatising lifes simplest problems, sleeping and jamming out to da roots of JAMOA yeeet dawgeh! These days they don't make em like me anymore! I'm not as angst or reserved as you may think I am: I love the world, my family, and the man above! So if you can't handle that, than I don't think you're ready for this basket case to be added to your friendlist!~TOFA SOIFUA~!

Interest:

herbal healing, truly independent venues, tums, marathons, cheer dark, vegan pride, air filters, doppelganger, the who, world statistics, foreign groups, french go-go, mellow pop, human league, beatles, grunting, hypnotising, animal sounds, sonic youth, space center houston, winchester style, ramones, rock island, bob marley, niche figures, six flags, velcro, sex pistols, being a fob, cafe euphrates, polynesian culture center(you know you're a true fob because you knew or know family that work there), brunettes, my bloody valentine, classic station wagons, three button coats, the locust, biblical harlots, the stooges, deep purple, david bowie, bowery ballroom, jackson 5, nouveau-folk scene, the cramps, common, remoteness, the strokes, lost lake, rough necks, cornershop, geggy tah, costco samples, winter landscapes, angel food cake, british music press, outakes, jay walking, movie sets, the kinks, city of gardens, chimu knife, king crimson, living rooms, the jam, swans, brian eno, toilet paper, ash, jump-n-jive, quirk, my library card, organic patterns, the temptations, interviews, sonic boom, monkey mania, dead kennedys, finesse, orange vanilla bars, the slits, devo, jugger-naut, L7, societies & associations, apple bottoms, scratch-n-sniff, boy scouts, altoids, horns, go-karts, police badges, tupac, food fights, counting each squares of tile, pin-ball machines, danny masterson, the clash, colonial park cemetery, tibetan painted scrolls, totem poles, mecury lounge, listening to how some cheezy yet soothing slow jam lyrics can be, killer whales, buck wild, the wailers, translucent skin, street racing syndicate, popping heat, joy division, graphite, night vision, dialectic, the scientists, existentialism, smashing pumpkins, angry girls, luxury RV's, tunning, stabbing into my pastules, bell towers, bamboo, ocean center, beastie boys, beck, national geographics, mercury rev, sprinklers, kisses, synthetica, the buzzcocks, t-rex, reebok classic casual shoes, salome in sympolist art, the pixies, kings and queens, vlad dracula a.k.a vlad the impaler, tunning, cassette tape recorders, the zombies, musical chairs, guillotines, digital, hybrid, sweet sensations, gloss, blarney talk sessions, falling dreams, imua', everquest 2, babys breath, hepatitis b-shots, graffiti, slip-n-slide, scratching, nick drake, ice cream truck music, mannequins, sniffing sharpee pens, santa's elves, and you will know us by the trail of dead, manic street preachers, japans finest hot springs, gardenias, menstrual artwork, the breeders, elivators, baroque-art-time-n-music, soberness, victorian era, hope sandoval, swedish blonde sonic-effect, gallery sovereign, jews, ruff ryders, romanticsm, archer's, zoloft commercials, fade proof, powderfinger, dwarfs, pinktress whores, belly, elliot smith, sad cherubs, tori amos, investigations, the birthday party, single adult activities, disc jockies, rolling stones, dole, pink floyd, coloring books, pixilation, the doves, whip cream, xerox copies, adobe photoshop, mars volta, soft, detectives, sparta, fauvism paintings, acid, selfishness, sour, psychedelic furs, people in fear when I'm not, agitating kahala, hoochie mamaz, dead or alive, renaissance, pete yorn, massive attack, sparks, pink virgin lemonade, floatation devices, jumping castles, sigar ros, spoons, egotistic people, manila, muscle cars, the verv, placebo, honey turkey, dream catchers, drag queen prostitutes (always amusing to see them get caught on tv's-COPS), groovy platform shoes, koosh balls, mopars, new order, siapo, ebonix, alien relativity, fagatogo(my family's nu'u), quake, testimony meetings, d.a.r.e, luau's, portishead, bandanas, tofu, ufi, buss face, hub caps, radiohead, soft cell, juke box, pisupo, street fighter, du rags, dragon ash, molokai babes, the cranberries, pawn shops, mortal kombat 1-4, laie, australia, stabbing westward, tantra paintings, d&e city streets, new zealand, illustration, b-52's, nuns, x-box, religious art, pulverize, stone temple pilots, forensic science, smell of old books, wu-tang clan, talk about what my doo doo looks like, the interior of s.sophia,istanbul, eating, car shows, fogafale, peter murphy, belly dancers, bjork, brazilian women, teriyaki beef jerky, homestarunner, shakira, blind melon, girls with nice legs + personality, GT3-vice city, sua, mario brothers, the unicorns, kingdom hearts, 007, cocteau twins, fatal frame, silent hill 1-2, siamese twins, pbs kids, the betty page, resident evil, playgrounds, 99 cent stores, gackt, sock puppets, kanaka mau pride, garage sales, leather, soundgarden, laughing at pubescent teens who think that being so hormonicly challanged is something to rave about, the neptunes, salvation army, reo, savers, coldplay, being a cheap skate, neil young, bubbles, junk yards, zelda, angry samoans, peroxide, betty boop, play-doh, slinkies, busta rhymes, make shee shee in da pants when we were little at school- stories, the specials, grocery outlet, fleetwood mac, goofy ravers, playing dead, travis, pac man, asian markets, bright eyes, circus freaks, velvet underground, moon of pejeng, the blue mule, ruby, secret machines, patches, ok-go, the cars, bodyboarding, chains, jack in a box, stickers, fiestas, darkest amber, duct tape, legos, the sounds, hana, secret tombs, african drums, hoodlums, the climax lounge, tokyo fashion, dinosour jr, mideval times, making up rumors about myself and then spreading them just to see how far they'll go, dr. dre, bone thugs-n- harmony, folk lores, comedy, elvis costello, apples, rickety, fake money, def jam fight for new york, foreign magazines, emo antigonizer, the ogden, sega genisis, polyester, classic monster movie posters, rayon, glow sticks/wrist bands, family values, speaking a little japanese, talking heads, people gawking at me, jamiroquai, bubble wrap, spoofs, the raveonettes, blowing bubble gum, kids band-aids, stupid people, deep conversations, advertising art, puddles, empathy, super nintendo, schitzophrenia, changing peoples misperception of what a stereotypical mormon is like, funky hats, tiki's, layout designs, kim chee, turn tables, guitars, hippies, black flag, fun factory prizes, skipping stones, manapua, belle and sebastian, neon lights, news about scandalous encounterings of the unknown, mokes/titas, supergrass, rust, traveling, b-boys/b-girls, bingo, court tv, listening to the roots in my uncles garage, video game characters, ying yang, dancing around in parking lots, pennywise, ugly people, 7-eleven, the jesus and mary chains, sniffing paper, elderly folks, bat boy, humility, puma, kanye west, all-star converse shoes, euro lifestyle/fashion, sketch book, tegan and sara, peeling scabs, trying to rap but I suck, prodigy, land mark churches, insomniac, pretty people, nirvana, museums, eating/scaring children, neptune, talking to myself, shrines, slurpee, black rain, guri-guri, cheap trick, american samoa, shrimp, sorcery, old ufo sighting t-shirts, crayons, villages, portugal, tattoos, dead can dance, nintendo, violent femmes, water guns, spain, tuna, spitting, revolt, european accents, italy shiney, coats, water proof, the faint, sau paulo, germany, dj krush, oil paints, missionary work, loitering, nine inch nails, hawaii, mormon temples, laughing at scary scenes in a movie theature, gypsies, hobos, sound of waves, china, 15th St. tavern, jesters, ghouls, marbles, halloween, bad religion, silly magic tricks, led zeppelin, the doors, tonga, christmas, noodles, kaiser chiefs, gallivanting in toy stores, silent films, black and white, independent films, samurai, siva, indie films, crystals, pastels, depeche mode, black boots, tool, big mountain, phillipines, hula dancers, POG, skulls, voltaire, acrylic paint, fiji, rugby, fishing, skanking, church, plants, polygamy ;P, gun club, polygandry, tibet, utahs notorious tongan posses, queen of hearts, vampires, nick cave and the bad seeds, kick'n it with my supposedly friends, tagging, spider webs, black tape for a blue girl, wood, ghetto-fabulous, making up life as it comes my way, ink, tv land, the bible, watching/playing sports(occasionally..for the most part I'm a lazy mofo), anime, the big apple (nyc), geekiness, old school flava, india, polynesian flava, randomness, pause, conservatives/liberals, spontaneous, lavalavas, tools, stamps, cheesy, lulu, jurassic 5, living in the dirty south, boom box, my culture, bling-bling, brooklyn, walking around, fireworks, japan, different cultures, ll cool j, harajuku girls, poison ivy, standards ( just about), cat women, siouxsie sioux, balloons, poetry, cheap clothes, parties, body art, bailter space, asian pride, pinoy tribal, the wipers, dread lock rasta, art, astronomy, board games, photography, black, rage against the machine, silver, fat people, mohawks, vociferate, surgical instruments, hammer films, bela lugosi, autumn de wilde, skinheads, tarnation, black sabbath, pinheads, gray, clear, lava lamps, vintage, the libertines, corn rows, origami, fugazi, vynal, antiques, christianity, sovereignty, running from big scenes, street/poetic punks, being born in the mid 80's, straight edge(rs), musicians, PS2, camping in the wilderness, goths, teenage fan club, burning rubber, music, thugs, the church, catherine wheel, cereal, mexican-japanese-hawaiian-chinese-phillipino-n-portuguese food, junk food, henna, collectables, kathleen hannah, divinity, interpol, gummy bears, overcast days(rainy days), geeky/intellectual individuals, the unknown, working out, aliens, jersies, concerts, british sea power, dancing the haka, mocking society, kasabian, debating pointless subjects, the sounds, sushi, bluest blues, stadiums in europe, daikon, death cab for cutie, movies, electric sheep, fire walls, greek mythology, johny cash, mc'ing workshops, spacing out, realizing no one knows how to specifically respond to my behavior, robert plant, avoiding a hunter name (trouble), being lds, meeting people, working, comics, fortuitous, not making any sense, the UK, takayama, lauryn hill, reading, the beach, open minded people, giving too much detail, unsigned bands, being politefully rude, flaming lips, open to different views, calligraphy in islamic art, byzantine scultpures, cemeteries, metal, pez, shoegazers, classic tin lunch boxes, country life, bauhaus, pool parties, surrealism, egypt, geishas, red house painters, franz ferdinand, sleeping, kimonos, reflections, video games.

movies:

Goonies, Ice age, Legend, The Matrix, Jonny Lingo, Terminator, Nosferatu, Carrie, Cabinet of Dr.Caligari, Chasing Amy, What's eating Gilbert grape, Who framed Rogger Rabbit, Dawn of the dead, Se7en, Forest Gump, Pulp Fiction, Romeo and Juliet, Frankenstein, Star Wars 1-3, Pirates of the Caribbean, Creature from the Black Lagoon, Breakfast Club, Don't tell mom the babysitters dead, The Sound of Music, Childs play, Rosemarys baby, The Fifth Element, Monsters Inc., Run Lola run, Angus, Tank Girl, Bad boys, Brotherhood of the wolf, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Lilo and Stitch, The Crow, Crouching tiger hidden dragon, Night of the living dead, Pet Semetary, Exorcist, Salems Lot, Beavis and Butthead do america, Jurassic Park, Spawn, Jungle book, A bugs life, Les Vampire, Sid and Nancy, Rock'n'roll highschool, Tale of the Vampire Genuine, The Wax Museum, Psycho, Never ending story, Indiana Jones 1-2, About a boy, A Clockwork Orange, Aliens, The Jetsons (first movie), Finding Nemo, Nightmare Before Christmas, Rescue down under, Bebes kids, Other side of heaven, Death becomes her, Prince of Egypt, A Toy Story, Return of Oz, Requim for a dream, The Gift, James and the Giant Peach, 101 dalmations, Beauty and the Beast, Ace Ventura Pet Detective, Drop dead fred, Amelie, Tommy boy, Snow white, Hackers, Big fish, Barbershop 1-2, The Mask, The Ring, Reality bites, Gods Army, Fight Club, Under world, Trainspotting, Waynes world 1-2, Home Alone 1-2, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Karate kid 1-3, Hook, Heavy Weights, Friday, Interview with the Vampire, Final Fantasy, Bram Strokers Dracula, 3 Ninjas, Dazed and Confused, The Lost boys, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate factory, Wolf Man, SLC Punks, The Kids, Heavy Metal, Full metal jacket, (Pink Floyds) The Wall, Addams Family Values, Lost in translation, Labrynth, The Witches, Sleepy hollow, Land Before Time, Hell boy, Last Samurai, The Brady Bunch movie, A walk to remember, High Fedility, Yellow Submarine, The Shining, Robo cop 1-2, Predator, Alice in Wonderland, Signs, Six sense, Powder, Green mile, (original) Godzilla films, Spirited Away, Whale Rider, Once were warriors, Kiki’s Delivory, Brother bear, Every Bruce Lee flick.

Heroes:

GOD, JESUS CHRIST, Family, G.John, King Kamehameha I, Thomas Yorke, Jack Black, Dwayne Johnson (the ROCK), Mrs.Sato, Fulutusi Mailo, Amano, Justin Timberlake, Mormon missionaries, Molokai heroes, Gandhi, BoysIIMen, Albert Einstein, Picasso, Robert Plant, Dali, Uncle Kalei, Walt Disney, The Beatles, The Prophet, Tim Burton, Reel Big Fish, Yoshi, Martin Luther King, Alice Cooper, Hendrix, Power Rangers, Joseph smith, Kirby, Jim Henson, Oscar the grouch, Anpan Man, Astro boy, Gumby, Kevin Shields, Doraemon, Kikaida, Giacomo Casanova, Billy Corgan, Bad Batz Maru, London av.Punks, Outkast, Charlie Brown, Edward Scissor Hands, Marvin Gaye, Speed Racer, Bob Marley, Amano, Gloom-gloom(pokeman), Sandman, Curious George, Tuxedo Mask, 50 cent, Pillsbury dough boy, R2-D2, Kurt Cobain, Charlie Chaplin, SPAWN, Marlon Brando, Yoda, Mega man, 2pac, Workers at any candy factory, Sid Vicious, Malcom X, Gohan, Moses, Backstreet Boys, the cast of SNL/Mad TV, Eddie Munster, Joey Ramone, Jim Morrison, Peter Murphy, David Bowie, Jimmy Page, The Creature from the black lagoon, Robert Smith, Cartoonist, Vincent Price, Oscar Wilde, Martha Stewart

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